maple whole dae again.. bored.. hmm.. but managed to lvl up once.. hmm.. and get a few more boards.. hai.. read smth tt spoils my mood. i noe my mood will be spoiled.. but. i still chose to read it.. but.. all i can sae ish .. i'm numbed.. don feel anything at all loew.. 2morrow gonna be a gd dae i guess.. hmm.. after prac.. go for movie.. harry potter.. hope cf will go .. if nt.. i will watch it by myself.. tt's wad i'll do.. i haf made up my mind.. hai... crappin again.. jus cant get to slp.. got a bad feelin 2morrow gonna be late again... hai.. tt's all for now..
-numbed-
-Signed off at 2:49 AM
| Sunday, November 20, 2005
had a funny dream ytd... and have been thinkin bout it all dae.. and when i woke up.. keep thinkin of another thing.. hmm.. feel like i'm a sweet wrapper... wif no sweet in it.. ppl always go fer the sweet.. once they finish it.. where do the wrapper go? dumped.. basically jus crappin.. but.. like me use another eg.. sae.. if a frien offer u a sweet.. u would gladly take it.. and probably sae thank you.. but.. if ur frien gave u the sweet wrapper.. u would throw it back at them .. and shout FUCK U! rite? hai.. dunno wad i crappin.. jus crappin.. and crappin.. hmmm.. btw.. who haven watch harry potter yet? sms me asap.. i wanna watch.. if possible by mondae.. skool started fer 3 wks le ba .. i guess.. hmm.. a lot of physics work in it.. 1st 2 wks... still gort follow 'timetable' now.. basically rotting my time away in maple.. and hearing naggin every single nite by mom.. ytd jus kanna scoldin frm dad.. and now.. i'm still awake.. jus log off frm maple.. hmm... guess its time to cut down le.. hmm.. 3 wks to AP chem quiz.. muz buck up.. oh ya.. Man u won chalton 3-1 .. cool man.. 2 fantastic goals by van nisteroly(spell) and 1 frm alan smith.. hmm.. shall not elaborate more.. hmm.. watch korean show jus now.. "love at harvard" or smth like tt.. cos i direct translate. quite nice i would sae.. hmm... guess i really nth much to sae le.. nitex.. -i'm losing myself-
-Signed off at 5:45 AM
| Monday, November 14, 2005
hmm.. changed my blogskin.. sort of i guess.. i'm feeling very moody since the past wk... and the pain in the chest is back.. the last time the pain occured was like months ago.. and now its back.. the pain is unbearable.. mayb i shld nt care tt much.. and i would feel better eventually..
-Signed off at 8:42 PM
| Friday, November 11, 2005
i'm utterly disappointed wif u... u haf broke ur promise.. i noe.. some promises are hard to keep.. and i haf broken promises too.. no.. it's jus my side of the story.. jus ignore wad i say ppl .. i'm jus too fucked up.. -get lost-
